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[15 Dec 2004|12:59pm]
I remember a night 'neath silver stars
and waves that crashed against the rocky shore;
I left the flashing lights and smazy bars

And stumbled through the town from door to door
through shadows like the ghost of Robin Hood
Dont think I'll ever make it off this horse:

Rode faster than I ever thought I could
but stopped before I reached the ocean's waves
and watched the world fall 'round where I stood.
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I may as well use this thing for something... [01 Sep 2004|06:20pm]
Underestimated Music's most fabulous acoustic artist, Chris Ayer, has two shows this weekend!

Saturday night promises to be great, the venue is excellent and the support is very talented. The capacity for the Octopus Lounge is 95, let's fill that sucker up.

The BBC is famous for it's Labor Day Reviews, grab a pint and some chips and come see an eclectic show.

Also check out some old releases and new demos at http://www.soundclick.com/chrisayer. Look for a new album out in the next few months.


The Octopus Lounge
w/ Scott Robinson &
Justin Hopkins - www.justinhopkinsmusic.com
Doors at 9
Show 9:30 - 1am

180 Eureka Sq., Pacifica, CA

@ The BBC
Acoustic Review, Labor Day style

1090 El Camino Real, Menlo Park, CA


(more dates pending)
9/19 - The BBC, Menlo Park, CA

10/3 - The BBC, Menlo Park, CA

10/17 - The BBC, Menlo Park, CA

10/31 - The BBC, Menlo Park, CA
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Lust of the Libertines [16 Jun 2004|09:57am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So I fell asleep thinking about Pete last night. How is it that I spend a day with the spiv and I cant keep him off my mind? Fucking boys and their fucking hotness. He'll be back at summer's end I guess.

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[11 Jun 2004|08:49pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Bah, well it seems that everyone else is using their Livejournals again, so I suppose I may as well go back to mine also.

Pete is in rehab in Thailand, damn crazy though I wouldnt mind going there myself. I probably would probably turn out quite a bit better if I did.

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I love Star Trek [20 Aug 2003|08:24pm]
"When can we visit the Armory? I/m anxious to see your tactical array...."
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[31 Jul 2003|05:44pm]
[ mood | amused ]

PogoOfGo: I'm looking at the stats for half-dragons... you could always make your DM cry by going for sorceror the Dragon Disciple prestige class, the one that turns you into a half-dragon anyway
PogoOfGo: I dunno if that would make you full dragon or three-quarter dragon or what, but it'd at least overdo the dragon thing
brickpatio: what a half-dragon dragon disciple?
brickpatio: haha EVIL
PogoOfGo: that's a total +10 str, +2 dex, +4 con, +4 int, +2 cha with +3 natural armor and wings, and a breath weapon
PogoOfGo: ah damn
PogoOfGo: requirement: "cannot already be a half-dragon"
brickpatio: damn
brickpatio: how funny would that be
brickpatio: maybe i could bypass that with like wish or miracle or somehting
brickpatio: you know id just get smacked down by DM lightning for this
PogoOfGo: probably
PogoOfGo: or just eaten by a dragon
PogoOfGo: know any races that start out large-sized?
brickpatio: i kinda wanted to play doppelganger or something too
PogoOfGo: there you go
PogoOfGo: the completely innocuous half-dragon doppleganger spymaster
PogoOfGo: you'll gain your first level in 2005 but nobody'll mess with you in the meantime
PogoOfGo: best yet you can Disguise your dragonness against the whole party until you get lazy
PogoOfGo: they'll just think you're some hopped-up doppleganger
brickpatio: nice

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Nice [30 May 2003|06:55pm]
dk 98%
weedlover 98%
xjustagrrlx 96%
lilacgirl 95%
donferdinand 91%
adameros 80%
How compatible with me are YOU?
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I work at Kinkos [30 May 2003|06:44pm]
There is nothing better than receiving a business card order from KNOTTY HOLE WOODWORKING. AND THEIR LOGO IS A BEAVER. ITS AMAZING.
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[21 May 2003|07:55am]
Holy shit- how good is The Postal Service?

Rilo Kiley and Deathcab together at last. Sweet sweet pop music. Where would we be?
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[19 May 2003|06:03pm]
Ive done up my hair like Jada Pinkett Smiths character in the Matrix Reloaded.

I am a poser, but oh what a sexy one.
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Welcome to Rivendell... Mr. Anderson. [19 May 2003|07:36am]
[ mood | excited ]


I/m gonna piss myself.

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[13 May 2003|03:44pm]
I have got to get out of here.


You know how I feel out of place until I/m levered off my face.
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[08 May 2003|05:55pm]
"It doesnt give life meaning," he said, "but it does make one feel like life still has possibilities."

I am so far removed, from everything, that I cant even cry. Theres a chasm between me, where I am, and the world I am in. In my dreams, I find the sadness that my days cant connect with. For a while, in the grey between sleeping and waking, for seconds, or even a minute, it can feel okay to be alive. And then you wake, properly. And it all comes rushing back- you ask the question, Who am I? and the answer is always the same. I am nothing but need. I will hate today like every other day. Its so hard to experience beauty when it all stands in contrast to a greater unbeauty.

Theres no real chronology. Things happen in units, one after the other but entirely unrelated, dislocated. The day goes slow or fast, in our greatest distress we dont really know which. Suppose all time was not the way it is with us. Suppose its curves and parabolas, its contractions and contortions, the furious sedate blood of its pulse were of a different mathematics altogether. But we cant suppose- there is a blackness all around. We cant imagine anything.

We are trapped inside the thickest of boundaries.
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Sometimes I cry when I talk about Quantum Theory [07 May 2003|04:39pm]
[ mood | high ]

I saw Steve last night, I feel so bad for disappointing him. I swear that I can and I will change, I have to show him that I am still the girl I was when we met. Its really important this time I think. We are going shopping on Saturday and then I will make dinner.

I also saw Jared which was nice. He and his girlfriend and I are all gonna go out sometime.

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[14 Feb 2003|06:07pm]
Hey all, I/m still alive- its been awhile since I updated. This is it:

1. Saw Allie and Kai last night.

2. Saw Phil and Daren today.

3. Miraculously ran into Amy Dansker yesterday who is moving into town with Chaz and Eric. I am incredibly stoked.

4. Going to the peace rally on Sunday.

5. Caved in and bought a television. Now my life is over.

6. More that I cant remember. stupid.
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Candy in the Sun [08 Jan 2003|12:44am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Today was great because it was like 80 DEGREES OUTSIDE! In JANUARY! It was seriously fuckin cool. Granted, I was at work inside all day, but the fact that it was sunny and warm and such brought my spirits way up.

Lunch with James tomorrow- or whatever you call a meal that occurs at 300pm or so. I must maximize our time together before he goes back home on Friday. I am making him truffles to take back for himself and his sister- I am really making huge quantities so if you are nice to me you will get some. These are the people that I like a lot and so they can be as mean as they want and will still get chocolate: Breanne, Julia, Nate #2, Kai-girl and Ryan, King Street, Delaware House, Plymouth Street and Mia, and a pile for the Bagelry crew. Chocolate!

Hmm. I think I had more to write about but I am over this now.

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[03 Jan 2003|09:57pm]
I am so fucking tired. Not sleep tired, like life tired. Like soul sick and just exhausted.

I saw James on New Years which really brightened my evening, he is supposed to come over for dinner tomorrow night and I hope that works out because I really need some of his energy brought into my house. He doesent go back to New York until Friday so hopefully I will have a chance to spend some good amount of time with him.

Kai-girl and I are becoming great friends, and me and Ryan are getting along really well too. Breanne and I are the Queens of Rigg Street and of Michaels heart because on New Years Day we made everyone pancakes and oranges and "the best potatoes in the whole world" and also cleaned the Hell of the downstairs bathroom. Next Friday Kai and I are going to the LA Post-Cool exhibit at the San Jose Art Museum. I count the minutes.
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I fought the law and the law won [25 Dec 2002|08:18pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

So Joe Strummer is dead. Half of the Ramones and Joe Strummer are all dead. Its so fuckin unreal to see these legends just disappearing.

I saw Steve on Sunday night. I told him about life and I just couldnt stop crying and it was so hard to talk. He was smart and didnt say anything or tell me what to do; he just held me and caled me sweetheart and let me cry on him, and I wanted to stay there forever. I didnt want to leave.

I am just so full of self-loathing and it only gets worse. I cant handle the way Ive fucked up with certain people. I think about it all the time and I wish that I could find the right words to apologize or beg forgiveness or something only nothing I think of to say seems like it could possibly be enough. I mean I/ve fucked things up in the past, but never so badly and I wish I could prove to him that this isnt me and that I want things to be okay with us again. But if I were him- I dont know if I would believe me or if I would even care. I dont know if I ever meant enough for him to be willing to invest anything in me again. I just dont know what to do anymore, ever.

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Oh man oh man [17 Dec 2002|11:34pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Lord of the Rings opens in a half hour!!! Breanne and Colt and Justin and myself will be attending at Cinema 9 at 1015pm Wednesday night- if you like us and want to come too try to get a ticket and meet me in line. We will be there probably around 730 or 800, playing backgammon until they open the doors. It will be just like last year and it will be amazing. Wow. I cant wait.

In other news, I need a better paying job. Any openings?

Nate's solo project, 300lbs., is out and about! Go to the record release show on Saturday the 21st at The Ugly Mug, 4640 Soquel Drive in Soquel. The show is at 730pm and he is up second so be on time! I may or may not be able to make it- I will try but This hot girl from Fresno is coming into town and I want to make out with her. haha. Maybe she would want to go to the show?

The radio has been out since the storm so there is no Loveline. I/m freakin out!

I have more to write but I am waiting for a call so I had best be going. More tomorrow- after THE TWO TOWERS! HOLY SHIT!

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[09 Dec 2002|02:02pm]
I have been sitting in bed eating contraband popsicles all day. It is raining outside but inside it is all about popsicles. Cassidy is supposed to come home today but the woman from HSA hasnt gone to get him yet and we are worried it might be another week. Government bureaucracy is so fucked.

Oh man gotta go- Passions is on. Although it really isnt the same anymore without Timmy the doll.
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